The Fear of Failing

Lately I've been thinking about my life, why certain things are the way they are. I 've come to the conclusion that I have a fear of FAILING. It's not an uncommon fear for people to have, I got it bad. I let myself stay in the same situation for so long that I'm scared to change it. I'm 26 years old and not getting any younger. I need to "Take Chances and Get Messy" as Miss Frizzle from the Magic School Bus would say. I'm scared that if I get a better job I won't be able to do it. I always doubt my intelligence. I'm scared to move out of California because I don't want anything to happen to my grandma while I'm gone. I can't keep putting my life on hold. I purposely put up a wall because I don't want to let people in to break my heart. Enough is Enough, I can't let not wanting to fail get the best of me. Failing is apart of life and If you don't Fail you'll never know the joy of succeeding.