Happy Birthday

Today my mom would have been 54 years young...

Happy Birthday Mommy!!! I will always love you....

Happy Birthday King of Pop

Happy 53rd Birthday to the King of Pop

 Michael Jackson!

There will Never be anyone like him Rest in Peace

Aaliyah

Throw Back Thursday

Today's Throw Back Artist is The Beautiful Aaliyah bka Baby Girl. Rest in Peace 8-25-2001

Here's a couple of my FAVORITE songs

Her last Video Rock the Boat

 

We Miss you Baby Girl!!!!

My Grandpa

August 19, 2002 is the day my world turned upside down for the 1st time. I never had a death in my family that hit so close to home. This day NINE years ago is the day my grandpa died and left me. I know it sounds selfish to say "he left me" but he did. He was the man who cared for me took me to school every morning, took me on countless trips, and gave me love that my real father couldn't give. We shared a special bond cause...I was his little girl...almost like his younger child. He taught me so many things. I love you grandpa!!! You'll always be in my heart. I'll never forget all the great things you did for me, all the love you gave me, and all the great memories we share. I know I'll see you one day and I know your shinning down on me from heaven!  August 19, 2002 is the day that Caner took him away from me (tears).

Micheal Jackson

Two years ago today we lost the Pop Icon Micheal Jackson. Even though he is gone he will NEVER be forgotten, because his music lives on! Rest in Peace Micheal Jackson

Life

Tomorrow isn't promised, lets live each day like it's our last. We don't know when God will call us home so, tell the people you love that you love them. Don't hold grudges...take everything with a grain of salt. Because when that person you love is gone you'll never know if they can hear you. Just thought I would put this out there because life is truely too short! RIP Ryan Dunn

RIP NOTORIOUS BIG

One of Raps Greatest Gone too soon....But NEVER forgotten
Rest In Peace
Christopher Wallace aka Biggie Smalls
May 21, 1972- March 9, 1997

A wound that will never heal

It’s been 7 years since my mother passed away. I was a freshman in college when my mom had a stroke and an aneurysm and died. She was in the hospital for three days. Every day but the third day, I got phone calls from everybody telling me how my mom was doing. The third day I heard nothing at all from my family until I called home and got the worst information ever. Me: “Hey grandma, how’s my mommy doing” My grandma: “Tamika, Your mother expired”. (Who the hell says expired o_O) I remember that shit like it was yesterday. My roommate and my friend from across the hall were in the dollar tree when I swear I almost passed out. I felt like I was in the twilight zone or something. I was in complete shock! My mommy died…what? Like, did God make a mistake and take the wrong mommy? It felt like a piece of me had died. Even though we weren’t close for various reasons she was still my mother…like you only get one. NOBODY can or will ever replace her.
I always have my super sad and depressed moment and I think it’s because the last conversation we had was really an argument and it was over money. I didn’t tell her I loved her or even say goodbye I just hung up in her face because she wasn’t going to send me any money till the next month (which was like the next week now that I think about it). I feel like I need closure which I will never get, so I just have to live with this pain for the rest of my life. I hate when I hear other people doing things or going places with their mothers. I just wish I could have had that bond with my mommy (kanye shrugs). I wish she could have been here to see me graduate from college, get married and have kids (whenever the hell that will be), but most of all I wish I can hug, kiss, tell her I love her and apologize. I know she will always be smiling down on me, and I know she super proud of me! I’ll never stop loving you mommy forever and a billion days!