My BFF's are expecting!!!

My Bff's (in my head) Sean Jay-z Carter and Beyonce' Knowles are expecting their FIRST child, and I couldn't be more happy for them! Last night on the VMA's King Bey dropped the news! After she performed she dropped the mic and open her jacket to show off her cute little baby bump! Jay and Kanye were in the audience cheering and crackin a big smile!!!! I fricken LOVE them!!! FYI: Kanye is my Bff too lol. (IMO Bey and Jay did it the right way dated, marriage, enjoyed each other, then BABY)



Lately

Lately, I've been thinking about moving out of state to New York, DC, or Atlanta. As bad as I want to move it's one thing holding me back...my grandma! I don't want to move and have to come back home for the unthinkable (her passing away). I know I shouldn't put my life on hold but I need to do what's right for me. What would you do? Do you think I should just move and visit often? Or just stay in California, because all my family is here???? Help!!!!

Happy Birthday King of Pop

Happy 53rd Birthday to the King of Pop

 Michael Jackson!

There will Never be anyone like him Rest in Peace

Aaliyah

Throw Back Thursday

Today's Throw Back Artist is The Beautiful Aaliyah bka Baby Girl. Rest in Peace 8-25-2001

Here's a couple of my FAVORITE songs

Her last Video Rock the Boat

 

We Miss you Baby Girl!!!!

My Grandpa

August 19, 2002 is the day my world turned upside down for the 1st time. I never had a death in my family that hit so close to home. This day NINE years ago is the day my grandpa died and left me. I know it sounds selfish to say "he left me" but he did. He was the man who cared for me took me to school every morning, took me on countless trips, and gave me love that my real father couldn't give. We shared a special bond cause...I was his little girl...almost like his younger child. He taught me so many things. I love you grandpa!!! You'll always be in my heart. I'll never forget all the great things you did for me, all the love you gave me, and all the great memories we share. I know I'll see you one day and I know your shinning down on me from heaven!  August 19, 2002 is the day that Caner took him away from me (tears).

Otis

I love this video....PURE FUN with Jay and Kanye my bff's in my head lol

Go Chase it's ya Birthday!

This Saturday my friends and I celebrated my BFF (of forever and a day) 25th Birthday! Champagne and Chokolate cupcakes (courtesy of Over The Top Cupcakes), Pumps, tight dress and skirt, the new and improved Nu Nu drink made the night extra grand. We started out night off with meeting at Chase's humble abode. There we listened to music, took pic's and drank out secret mixture of our new and improved Nu Nu drink. Later that night off to the club we went...La Vito. There we Partied Partied Partied til we all got WASTED!!!! We rang in Chase 25th birthday with Good Music, Good Drinks, and GREAT FRIENDS!!! That made her night super special !!!!

The Nu Nu drink

 The Birthday Girl

 Jes and Domo

 Amber and I

 Brandi, Chase and Jes acting crazy

My Linesister Bernice and I

 The yum yum cupcakes by Over The Top CupCakes!



Thought of the Day

Let The Past Stay In the Past....

The Fear of Failing

Lately I've been thinking about my life, why certain things are the way they are. I 've come to the conclusion that I have a fear of FAILING. It's not an uncommon fear for people to have, I got it bad. I let myself stay in the same situation for so long that I'm scared to change it. I'm 26 years old and not getting any younger. I need to "Take Chances and Get Messy" as Miss Frizzle from the Magic School Bus would say. I'm scared that if I get a better job I won't be able to do it. I always doubt my intelligence. I'm scared to move out of California because I don't want anything to happen to my grandma while I'm gone. I can't keep putting my life on hold. I purposely put up a wall because I don't want to let people in to break my heart. Enough is Enough, I can't let not wanting to fail get the best of me. Failing is apart of life and If you don't Fail you'll never know the joy of succeeding.

30 day challange

After reading about Necole Bitchie's 30 day dress/skirt challenge on her personal blog Iamnecole. I've decided that I'm going to try to do it myself.  I'm not a skirt or dress person....I love jeans! I like knowing that I could hop a fence and all of my business won't be out lol. So, since I barely wear dresses/ skirts for the next 30 days that's all I'm going to wear o_O. Oh and Short's will fall in that dress/ skirt category also. I'm going to post pick of myself too so everyone will see that I'm really doing it! Wish me LUCK!