So for the last year or so I have really wanted to settle down get
married and have kids. It just seems like I can’t get a damn boyfriend. Last year I thought I found a potential boyfriend. He seemed like he was a good catch: cute, caring, he was in school and he had serious career goals. I thought he had his head on straight. He seemed perfect for me. Too bad he wasn’t BUT he was a liar who played childish games. Needless to say we no longer speak
-_- (womp womp)
I probably could have had a boyfriend with the perfect guy back in college, but like ALWAYS I mess things up….ALWAYS. See, I think I have issues with commitment. I’ll like a guy until he really starts liking me then I’ll just fall back. No phone calls no texts, no facebook messages, no NOTHING!!! It kinda funny cause it won’t be Until I see him on a random day and he’ll be like what’s up and I’ll just play stupid like what do you mean, “WHATS UP”? lol. Shady…I know, but I’m paying for it now. I think that’s why I’m low key bitter and lonely lol.
The one guy that I really fell for was ALMOST perfect. He was like my best friend. We really connected and I felt myself falling for him and I hated it. I like to be in control of my feelings but with him I completely lost all control. He was THEE sweetest guy in the world. He would come up to my job and talk to me for hours while I was working security at my school. We did couple things without the title. He was always there when I needed him. To sum it all up now that I think back he was the best. ONLY problem with him was that he was so damn secretive. I felt like I was dealing with the damn CIA. It’s weird because I knew a lot about him but I knew NOTHING at all about him. I just wish I could rewind back time and do things over cause I honestly feel like he was the one, but I guess I gotta look at it like this. If it’s meant to be he’ll make his way back in my life and we’ll see where it goes from there….
FYI: This is the ring that I want
Harry Winston Cushion Cut Diamond-3 carat (or larger ;-} ) VVS1 BOOM!!!!